LXII. Pillow talk

Had a lovely dinner with the reunited rackateers and enjoyed some interesting *estrogen-filled* conversation. We've concluded that..

no one dates in Nova because people here aren't fun and adventurous. Guys are crude, rude, and just plain dude. As someone had stated, "Most guys in Nova are douchbags." Ouch, dudes. What did guys do to get such a comment? Explain yourselves, man!

But, also, it is because you have girls like me who have lists for guys that basically just describe ourselves.

For example:

I just want a nice guy who..

loves Jesus.

loves me second :)

cares for people (not just his friends).

strongly appreciates music (creating it is optional).

doesn't mind getting lost.

appreciates other cultures (not just their food..).

appreciates the arts.

reads.

is 5'8" or taller..

lives with honesty and integrity/a person of respect.

has goals and good work ethic.

is adventurous and willing to go out of his comfort zone.

isn't afraid to confront me when I'm stupid.

takes responsibility for his actions.

is manly enough to appreciate his emotional side.

believes that love is the most powerful thing in the world.

Is that too much to ask?? Apparently so.

Actually, these guys do exist and I know because I'm friends with some of them.

I know that once they realize how awesome they are aka Jesus gives them the 'go', they'll grow some and ask a honey out.

As for the rest of you.. I really don't know.

But you know, I do believe that ladies, just as much as gentlemen, have the responsiblity to work on themselves as individuals and cool girls. I'd like to know what a guy's list looks like to see the areas in which we are lacking. It's only fair...

And I'm curious to know my ladyfriend's lists too.

Matchmaking time? :}

LXI. "Recluse"

24..

exhausted, but so blessed

long week, but one worth savoring

got a lot to do

got a lot to look forward to..

(Tried to take out my contacts last night.

It was great.)

I'm glad I saw so many of you

before I become absorbed into the abyss

of what I call "goals".

If I disappeared for a while

would you still be here??

To Do List:

-Write at least 3 songs. (1)(2)(3)

-Record said songs. (1)(2)(3)

-Prepare a manuscript of poetry.

-Attempt to get something published.

-Start and finish a painting.

-Redesign my brother's room.

-Go hiking.

-Go canoeing.

-Read 5 books.(1)(2)(3)(4)(5)

and work work work.

ps. I pre-ordered the new Keane

to extend my birthday even longer :}

LX. Et ses yeux disent...

Caprise in Purple and Gold, the Golden Screen

by James Abbott McNeill Whistler

Day 1 after eye surgery and I already feel like

I could conquered the world.

I have to wear these shades inside and out

(much like the Terminator)

which have increased my anticipation

of seeing the world through

my own eyes.

I honestly cannot wait to view a painting

or hike a national park-

to be able to see color palettes and textures

without impediment.

Even to see the details of a person's face,

including my own.

To paint my own piece

or to just sit somewhere and watch people.

I'm just so excited right now

and grateful that things are looking up,

that I am healing.

[To my father, Ralph Puckett: Thank you for the best birthday gift.

I really do appreciate your generosity so much.]

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post-script: The only down side is that I have to wear these at night :/

LIX. Good thing I'm getting eye surgery

so that I can spend the next few months of my life staring at a computer screen playing with Pro Tools.

I just installed the program today and to keep the momentum going watched some informational videos about how to work the whole mess. I've got most of it covered, but within each lesson there are endless options of ways to do things and sounds to create. It gave me a greater respect for family and friends who have mastered it.

SO, haha, I've decided to edit my "To Do" list. I mean, come on, I know that I'm not actually going to do eeeeverything, so I might as well make it more realistic. Here goes:

Lisa's (Updated) To Do List:

-Write and record at least 3 songs. (1)(2)(3)

-Prepare a manuscript of poetry.

-Submit said manuscript and attempt to get something published.

-Start and finish a painting.

-Redesign my brother's room.

-Go hiking.

-Go canoeing.

-Read 5 books. (1)(2)(3)(4)(5)

I know I know. I took out a lot of sweet stuff, but now that I have a job/life/etc., I'll have less time on my hands.

However, to add to these, I've made some other general goals:

-Reply to snail mail, e-mails and phone calls within 3 days.

-Drink tea daily.

-Go for walks after dinner.

-Play music daily.

-Read something inspirational daily.

-Thank God daily.

Anyway, this has been a great end to an awesome weekend of adventure, conviction, and growth. I'm so ready for sleep.

LVIII. Korea's Ageless Popstar: Hyori... and Lisa.

Juuuust kidding.

Ok, so first I should say that I am now employed, which is really great! My first paycheck will be celebrated by me placing that money into an untouchable savings account. Can't wait.

Second, I'm fiiinally going hiking tomorrow with Jessie, Rashaad, and David at Great Falls and I'm testing out my new camera. Anyone is welcome to join. Also really great.

Thirdly, Korea is still pumping out ridiculous videos. This was just released two days ago by the infamous Hyori (who doesn't look a day over 20, now in her 30s). I'm so glad I have Korea in my genes...

Here's another really sassy one. The song is very fun, but the 18+ video's a bit much, eh? I mean, really. A cat lady?

Ok, I've about had enough excitement. I'm going to bed.

(For those of you who actually read this garbage, thanks for bearing with me.)

Goodnight!